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Poletne
zore se rojevajo tako, da vse preplavi modrina, zimske, da se
v megli nekaj zaiskri, in to je vse.
To sem se naučil že zdavnaj, še posebej to malo lekcijo o modrih
poletnih zorah, naučil sem se jo na avtobusni postaji v Zadru,
ko sem opazoval pristanišče, vojaške ladje, ki so spale privezane,
nepremične, kot mrtvi kiti, nasedli nekje na peščenih in udomačenih
obalah nenaseljenih otokov v oceanu. Kiti ubijalci, tako sem jih
doživljal, kot mrtve morilce.
Takrat se mi je, osemletnemu dečku, zdelo, da sem s tem pogledom
na svet rešil ves problem, vse vojne v zgodovini človeštva, imel
sem nenavadne pacifistične ideje o tem, kako izkoristiti vse vojaške
igrače, sam bi jih preprosto zažgal, potem pa s tem “pridušenim
ognjem” vozil avtomobile ter oskrboval s tokom bolnišnice in šole,
pa tudi luna parke.
(...)
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Summer
dawns come all blue and winter ones have a sparkle in the fog
and then it’s all over.
I learnt this a long time ago, particularly this minor lesson
on blue summer dawnings; I learnt it at the bus station in Zadar,
looking over to the port, watching the navy ships which were sleeping
anchored, still, like dead whales stranded somewhere on sandy
virgin coasts of uninhabited ocean islands. Killer whales, that’s
how I imagined them, like dead killers.
Then, an 8-year-old, it seemed to me that with this outlook on
the world, I’d solved all the problems of the whole world in the
history of humanity. I had strange pacifist ideas on how to make
use of all these war toys, I’d simply set them on fire, and then
use this “low fire” to drive cars and provide power to hospitals
and schools, actually even amusement parks.
(...)
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